I’ve never been popular. At school I wasn’t popular. I know I could have been if I’d wore Ben Sherman during the day and danced like a tramp to happy hardcore through the night. Is that integrity or just a complex about being told what to do?
Either way I’m me now and 40 people keep tabs on what I like to say. Thank you, you lovely mini burgers.
why do nights go so fast? i’m convinced for time it’s not wasting it’s rotting, like you can feel it happening yet you can’t stop it. it’s on a trajectory and you aren’t going to divert it. seems like 5 minutes ago it was 3pm and the idea that i might go to the monte carlo rally start in town at half 6 was a definate possibility. now it’s going seven and all i’ve managed to do is feed myself. i had an idea of a bath and reading and dvds and work and blogging and games and plans. am i trying to do too much in too little time (eyes too big for my capacity to act) or is this just the way things go? an evening to myself was to hold the possibility of chilling out and now all i’m doing is stressing, being stressed and constantly fucking yelling “STOP IT YOU MORON” at two meatbag cats who are scratching up my sofa and eating food from the sink
So i am someone who goes to other peoples lectures and uses a box of gadgets to record, send and transcribe lectures for the disability service at the university. Sometimes the lecturers don’t get how is best to give the students the most normal studenty experience, and often they show their age..
'i have a copy of the lecture slides for one student in particular…'
He errs… ‘… one with SPECIAL NEEDS?’
More silence but everyone is inwardly squirming in agony of his dated approach.
It does turn out everyone is doing it. Lush’s website was attacked and people who ordered were at risk. I was one of them. My bank refunded the money to me though.
The people on lush’s Facebook page are all complaining about it, oh I was attacked I lost money… well no actually you didn’t seeing as the bank refunds it to you. And also how about blaming the (i bet you Chinese) bastards who are attacking sites like this? They just think posting that will get them free stuff to compensate for what is actually nothing.
Don’t want card theft? Don’t buy things over the internet.
I can’t sleep. It’s 5 AM. I need to write this all down so I can stop thinking about it.
I work evenings and get home very late, usually around 12:30 or 1 AM. When I got home a few hours ago, I found that my key wouldn’t open my apartment door. I had had this trouble with the door to the building…
There are good people in the world and bad people in the world. All the bad do is ruin the lives of the good. I’d like to promise you that they will get theirs and I would as I believe it to be true but it would take away from the awful thing that happened to you.
I hate that people like this exist and I hate that thinking of them makes my outlook to extreme to post in full publicly.